- Thoughts from the third world -

Just a gril from the third world wrinting stuff

I have a flu I feel dizzy I’m f*king sick
It’s hard to breath and now you’re like this.
After a ton of promises that’s what you do
break them all with some jackasses, What a fool!

I still believe in you and your salvation
I think you can be awesome if you really try
I wish you could keep in mind your goals
with every sip of that you have.

Right now I wonder: What did I do wrong?
Do I deserve this? Is this my fault?
But I know the answer. Since day 1 you’ve been like this.
An asshole drunk who hurts me with his words.

Why I can’t leave you once and for all?!
Every time I try my hearts skips a beat. I’m afraid.
I don’t wanna be alone by myself in this world
I need you to love me and make me feel secure. 

I really do love you and I wish you could be better.
I know you can but I don’t know why you like being a slave.
I wanna set you free from all your vices and prejudice.
But You’re will is needed to finally end this game. 

You’re self destructing you, you know it right?
I think you notice but don’t do a thing to change it
I wanna understand your actions and thoughts
I need to believe you’re more than a brainless jerk 

 

1 month ago